Hi guess who is lamekid who doesn't feel like sleeping ? I know I'm a v lousy blogger so um warning blog post w/o pictures read at your own risk ! Hahhah I swear watching my sis study is like entertainment she can't rmb anything one lo!

A week of holidays has passed already, like abit fast ah?! Went to my first flea w Liyin babe ,Billy & cin , haven't met Liyin for like a year omg !! And cin for the first time ! Thy both super pretty can :B bought stuff at bugis and scape flea but nothing much ! Um was awkward at the start but thinking about it had a great time w them :> got physics workshop tmrw so can't go shopping w Liyin & cin sadlife96! Owell!

Anyway don't know why but I get irritated easily naoadays & irritated w myself also. Moodswings mabbe? Don't know don't know ! Life may not be what I'm hoping for and stuff , but I'm glad to know that at least I have friends whom I know would listen to my troubles and not judge me . Honestly I'm really afraid that my friends judge me or people dislike me. Like cause I don't know what they're thinking or expecting me to act , I'm constantly wary of the way I act and speak. I'm afraid of offending people. I just wanna be liked by my friends and the people around me w/o being talked about behind my back. Is it really that hard ? And I always wonder what's my ranking to others . Like I may treat them and love them as a bestf , but what if they don't see me in the same view ? Not only abit Laokui ah but whom am I supposed to turn to if I need someone then ? Ain't a bestf someone I can share stuff w? And what If all along I'm the only one telling stuff and thinking that She's/he's my bestf but they feel annoyed w me for constantly bombarding them w my nonsense and don't even care about what I go through ? Or is it that they don't trust me enough to tell me things and don't regard me as a bestf?

Grrr so annoyed w my hair y I cannot have nice hair like other pretty gurls out there ?? Y I cannot be as pretty as my friends ??

Oke enough of blogging. All I need is some reassurance by anyone out there.

Ange